I should have fought my temptation.
I should not have called.
Iced my heart is not towards thee,
Yet i can’t afford to be soft.
You have palaces to live in.
But i still have mine to build.
Time is something i can’t splurge on,
Things which are not to real.
Its emptiness that i need to fight.
For that is what kills me from within.
And in those dissolute and lonely moments.
I yearn to be with you again.
But to this i have no answer
For the vacancy is here to be.
I must learn to deal with it,
To keep the devil at sea.
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its a scary thing...falling in love...needs a lot of guts
ReplyDeletescary yet wonderful, essential and worth experiencing .. but i talk of love not dating ...
ReplyDeletehm...not only is it scary...it made me feel emotions i cannot even name...i think those nameless emotions are the ones I find the most difficult to get over...and YES!! the loneliness...ahhh ever present!
ReplyDeletehmm .. give it time, its the only medicine.
ReplyDeleteThanks friend :)
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